The Orphan's Confessionals

[Esther Coleman]

I could only get in here now. I've been busy with... grown-up subjects. Hee.

These villains don't seem to be much of a threat. Even though I'm a bit concerned about my situation. I don't think I'll be voted out yet, but I know people are paying attention to me and my absence.

But I'm just a little, quiet girl. I'm no threat. Am I?

[Esther Coleman]

My tribemates start to have a silly catfight in the middle of the challenge. So puerile.

At least that puts a target on their backs. Pamela better watch out. Little girls can be... cruel.

[Esther Coleman]

We lost the Immunity Challenge. I'm not impressed. Only half of our tribe actually did something.

Yesterday I was considering the option of eliminating Pamela, but like it or not, she actually helped us on that challenge. As much of a trouble-maker as she is, she can't go now. And I need to watch out for my own interests too.

So, I guess I'll need to throw someone under the bus. It's not my favorite method of murder, but it's appropriate.

[Esther Coleman]

My ally, the glamorous Jennifer Check, and I, decided to throw Billy Loomis under the bus, as a part of an amazing alphabet strategy crafted by yours truly to save John Krammer, that is a potential ally of yours, even though he was as useless as Billy yesterday.

It will only work this Tribal Council, as only we and the other Jennifer are before John in the alphabetic order. But it really only needs to work once. Hopefully Jen can convice the other tribemates to vote Billy out, giving us power in this tribe.

Do I feel bad for Billy? Not really. If you are useless to me, it doesn't really matter if you are useless to everyone else... although it helps.

[Esther Coleman]

Apparently, our plan of voting Billy out seems to be working. Pamela agreed, so that's four votes already - two more and he's dead. I'm such a happy girl right now.

[Esther Coleman]

Hmmmm. The entire tribe is targetting Billy now. I don't know if my plan just was that great, or if I'm lucky and everyone else just went with the alphabet as well. Either way, John is safe, so I just need to make him... well, exist. I have my methods.

Also, I was approached by Tom today. He says he feels left out of alliances. I don't know if he's lying or if he's paranoid, because I don't feel the other Villains are in big alliances already.

Either way, he was great in the challenge, so for now I'd love to have him on my side. If he's honest, he's an ally, if he's not... well, he'll be a very sorry boy if he's not.

[Esther Coleman]

Billy is out. Good riddance. He didn't even vote. Useless. Also, someone voted Pamela, instead of Billy, which is weird. I wonder if Tom did it. I hope he's not that clueless.

But now we really need to win challenges, I don't want to go back to Tribal Council for now. It's quite tiring. Plus there's no more inactive members to throw under the bus, so if we lose another challenge the game will really begin on the Villains camp.

And then I will have to really show there's more to Esther Coleman than this.

[Esther Coleman]

I can't believe I almost missed a Survivor picture challenge!! I know so much about it. Now I'm going through my team's guesses and see if I can find any other mistake, because we need to win this! If we lose, even if I'm safe, John decidedly is not, even though I'm questioning his usefulness in my alliance already.

[Esther Coleman]

We won the immunity challenge, so I don't need to worry about protecting John for now. But he really should just show up and do something! Jennifer and I can't wait forever.

[Esther Coleman]

Another challenge where I'm not able to participate. Great time to have a fucked up laptop. I hope we win again, even though I'm quite sure my tribemates still want to throw Peter and John under the bus before me. And if we lose, I may need to go along with it - better them than me, right?

But my dead laptop is also fucking my alliances - I still don't know if Tom approached both Jennifers, and me and Jen Check need to talk about it soon, before someone else reels Tom in! I hope I can work it out! Everything is always up to the orphan girl, it's tiring.

[Esther Coleman]

So, Tom did approach the Jennifers, and they do want an alliance, so I think I'm safe. There are still Peter and John to eliminate because of inactivity, so I'm not worried. I need to step up my game, though - I need to be more in control before I become third or fourth wheel.

Also, Peter approached me with a DM today, saying he's voting whoever I vote. The alliance wants Peter out, because apparently Jen Check talked with John, so I don't know. I don't want to blindside the guy, but I don't see much hope for him. I will tell him to vote for John, as it's his only shot.

[Esther Coleman]

Peter is gone. Everyone is tired of his excuses and he put another target on himself by targetting Pamela. I tried to help him, but he didn't go for it - so good bye!

I just attempted to plant a little Esther seed on Tom's head to have John as the fifth wheel of our foursome. It gives us majority on the tribe, numbers for the merge, and it makes it much easier for me and Jen Check to get further as John needs to be loyal to us for saving his ass on the first Tribal Council.

I kinda feel bad for Adam, Annie and Pamela for being on the outs, as they are nice and participate on the challenges, but hey, it's a game.

[Esther Coleman]

Before being voted out, Peter did this really over-the-top pledge to the Heroes to target Pamela on the merge, which wasa totally childish and foolish. I'm glad he's gone.

But we won immunity! That gives me some more days to not think about voting someone else off.

[Esther Coleman]

This has GOT to be the most boring immunity challenge created by humanity. I guess Chucky and Tiffany thought they weren't being sadistic enough. I don't even know who's winning right now. Just in case I'll talk to Jennifer Check and Tom about the vote. We are out of inactive members!

[Esther Coleman]

So, we lost again because the Heroes don't need to sleep. Without those challenge they would be way worse than us. Now we need to vote somebody else off.

My alliance of Tom, Jen Check and Jen Tilly wants to vote Adam out, and I completely agree, as he never participates enough in the challenges, but he went to Exile Island at one point. He might have the Idol! I wonder if we have the numbers to split the votes between him and Pamela, as she also went to Exile Island.

Well, Tilly went to Exile Island too. I hope my worries make her show her Idol, if she got it. If she has the Idol, it's smooth sailing for our alliance!